My exam was on Friday. I had such horrendous anxiety this time - for a
week before, I was either manic or catatonic, panicking all the while.
By the time Friday morning came round, the eerie, nauseating calm had
settled. My exam was at 10am, so I didn't have to sit around
clockwatching all day. I don't revise on the morning of exams, but I did
lie in bed drawing mental lines between different topics in the vague
hope that this would help.
The exam itself was three questions,
three hours. One question was picked out of three potentials, and the
other two were picked from five. I chose a question about lifestylism,
one about curative and preventative medicine and one about complementary
medicine integration. I think I did enough to pass, but I have no idea
beyond that. I wrote legibly (ish), the essays had structure (ish) and
the reply was linked to the question. I finished in two and a half
hours, and wrote 2500 words. I get my results on 2nd August.
And
until then, I'm a little bit lost. I've studied continuously since
February 2012. When I did my last exam, I immediately started my next
module, so there was no gap, no waiting, no checking Studenthome
continuously. This time, I don't even get my next lot of module
materials til the end of August. I feel a bit down, a bit aimless and a
bit bored. I've got plenty to occupy myself with, like the numerous
weddings coming up, and my eldest starting primary school, but I miss
having a big solid block of learning to do.
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